i am no bug

rip into me, my hate
i am losing myself again.
don't let the time get sucked into my black black eyes
these darkened teeth disgust me

just the thought just the thought send waves of nausea
i fought i lost i fought i chose but never
(you mind, death professor)

in the mirror my neck looked like it was broken
(but my eyes were open)
in the mirror my neck looked like it was broken
(but my eyes were open)

tear it down, painfully crafted architect
tear it down and i will sink into a
black hiraedd
and the wound appears to fester, despite my clumsy ignorance poultice
it's one of those blind spots,
my arms do not stretch far enough -
so i made a call from the halfway house

you didn't pick up
you didn't pick up
you didn't pick up
you didn't pick up
i was surprised that you didn't pick up

then you picked up
and i am human again and my voice cracked but now is healing
and i am human again after i was made into less than animal
i am human again and i was bug

even now the fleshmemory makes me shudder
not just in disgust, in disappointment
but i am no bug



and the fresh blood will cleanse the wound
and the fresh blood will cleanse the wound