night owl

it's verrrry chilly here by the window. the fact that it is about 4:20am may account for some of the chill.
i may/may not have just been having a 5 hour long friends marathon. i must clean the house later on today. the cat is still here but we fed it and it was sleeping on the couch but we can't have it inside so i had to put it outside and i feel bad about it being outside because it's cold. and i am tired. and i wish i was rachel and you were ross. why is my life like a soap opera in the bad bits but not in the good ones?
annnnnnd tomorrow/today i am going to have coffee with a man who i may/may not have been falling in love with not long ago, and his ex-girlfriend. which should actually be great as they are both lovely people, only it is an odd situation. not as odd as travis and myself (and hollie), but still odd.

i do not particularly love my life right now.

band is good though. may be getting a good job. i did buy the new fuck buttons LP today... so that kinda makes it all ok i guess.

i feel like a cup of tea.

i'm gonna go curl up in bed now.

night