Wednesday, December 24, 2008

so over it that gravity can't even hold me back

worn outttttt

i am done. with. this cycle.
glad to be. maybe i will get some sort of normality back, some sort of knowing myself, some sort of real comfort, not a shitty shiny sketchy attempt at it. you win! ok? you are worse off. you are more tired! you are more stressed out! i don't mind losing, because it means i am not you. i love you, but now i do not want to be you.
well, that's pretty heavy shit justine. quite the turning point, a fork in the road one might say.
(you are less than one, more than every one)
this road has seen enough forks for the time being. i'm just going to let my nose guide me from hereon in, eyes closed,
heart open
just enough to forget that there is more than one road.

for the time being at least.
and youwereright i appreciate the time i have free
now, just give me my timebeing and be done with it

before i turn to steel and copper wiring imitating the human biological system!

quickly, now

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