Monday, September 17, 2012

bringing it back banana bread

heartheadached

listening to your old songs made up on the spot just letting it come or something like that
soft blows to the soul all day
for the last few even, a little bruised

efforts made here & here, see
(my flesh being your flesh)
she spoke to me, she said ju

sequencing in my head, in retrospect
singing to myself from myself
a brief moldavite encounter and so many thoughts rolling rolling
crashing into myskull
clavicles creak open
heartshell hums






love and vague love
life unfurling itself slow
on the one hand and in the other,
life giving itself away

release
lie with it, feel half-dream within it
awake alive and bright

you are shown again how to surrender to the process

 
in silence or singing mindlessly
that eyes roll back into skull feel
slight definition, half-light

soaking your soul in a dark puddle
apply pressure and repeat

    half-sleep

future looms bright and giddy
breathe out sit back -
i am excite.


Monday, September 3, 2012

i fuck myself
the world fucks me

purely, infinitely

i fuck myself
love fucks me

blissful firebreaths through me

i fuck myself
my soul fucks my body

i be come
a cycle complete